@gzel_gz

class="content__text" Solitude. Résilience. Self-love. Swag. - Feb, 14-

February 14, 2023

class="content__text" Nomad Mona Lisa. This video took me 6 months to make it 💕 • • Im safe and well guys! Just quietly doing a lot of growth, n deep focus. So many exciting things happening in my life! Hopefully soon enough, i will be able to share with you guys 💕 I love you, take care🧚🏼‍♀️

February 13, 2023

class="content__text" Goodbye, behave ya’ll 💕🧚🏼‍♀️ • • • First photo by @adrienlai________ at @rickowensonline

January 29, 2023

class="content__text" Yesterday someone asked me “Whats love?” (romantic) It was a complicated question and got me thinking a bit as Ive never said I love you to anyone romantically before. I think I was really close 1 time, so I do have an idea of it. “Not being afraid to show ur vulnerability?” “Giving the power to the other person to hurt u but hoping he/she wont?”….? But they were all a bit off. Im able to show me sentimental, vulnerable side to people comfortably, so maybe not that. I try to approach people with open heart, from a positive space. Almost a bit naive in that way, so in general, I do give people space to potentially hurt me and have faith. So maybe not the latter one either. My answer was something like “to give the other person options/choices by being honest so that he/she could make their decisions on their own.” Its almost similar to giving FREEDOM. being honest to urself and to the person u love. I think a lot of heartbreaks happen because people lead their partners to delusions, lead to false realities by caging them in their lies. Unnecessary lies. I know a lot of people cant actually handle the truth, matter of fact, they would actually want to stay away from the pandoras box. But for me, love, loving someone, does not work that way. I dont want to be fooled by MY PERSON. Honesty is the simplest way of showing respect and love to the person u care. Im still happy with my answer but I wonder how it will change in the future. DM me ur descriptions of LOVE and how u express it. Its interesting 🌸 • • MUA @mazzinimua Photo @nouta.kiaie Style @simsoohyun_official

January 22, 2023

class="content__text" For @moodylenses_official . The colors are: 1. Central park 2. Machina 001 3. Machina 001 4. Crystal blue Been going out w these bad bois for hours lately and their contacts are super comfortable not gonna lie 🌸 #moodylenses

January 19, 2023

class="content__text" Some stuff from 2018 till the last year 🌸 I couldnt even draw when I got into fashion bachelors at first. My parents wanted me to be a doctor. I was in a pre-med high school. In order to escape from that, i applied for unis at the US for marketing and ad major. I had huge fights with my parents, so much tears and hurtful words. My parents thought of me as a failure. Matter of fact, im not even sure what my dad thinks of me now hahaha. Not to mention, I felt certain burden after my brother passed away when i was in highschool. I thought i shouldnt be selfish and compromise. But in the end, I wanted to make a decision to not regret when im 40. Fashion was my way of connecting my creativity to art, pleasure, beauty and aesthetic. After I graduated bachelors, my parents wanted me to pursue something “serious” and wanted me to apply for the Japanese foundation scholarship for “public administration” master’s program in one of the big graduate schools of my home country. I wrote an essay and gave the test to please them and was the 2nd runner and was forced to study. I was curious about the classes too. I had all the good grades but it was just not my space. Not my people. Not my truth. So I dropped out. Got into existential crisis ft identity crisis. I healed. I worked in a media company as a photographer, visual curator, content creator for years, part-time(in college)/full-time. I also freelanced as a photographer, art director, and stylist. In the end, it seemed like fashion was the connecting dot of my diverse interests. And here we are, in Paris. Im not the most-skilled designer out there, its not my thing. But I MAKE THINGS WORK. I focus on concept, meaning, and message. My analytical skill is quite good. I approach beauty and pleasure from the rational side, from the holistic view. I usually have the vision and the details at the same time. But I of course lack the technical skills sometime. Sometimes the motive or discipline as I overthink the meaning of life. But then I think, since I cant dare to kill myself and hurt the ones who love me, Im just gonna keep on pushing. Right now im in the state of “ALL SHALL PASS”

January 19, 2023

class="content__text" 2017 when I first got my dots and I was like, damn yes, it feels more like me

January 19, 2023

class="content__text" Pieces from 2018

January 19, 2023

class="content__text" When your studies involve shopping 🥹💕

January 19, 2023

class="content__text" On my way to become ur xmas miracle 🎄

February 19, 2022

class="content__text" Bedroom selfies are my new aesthetic lol. Impulse shooting at 12am and there u go #theweirdposesseries #styledbyjezel Alice in wonderland x Black swan x The shape of water x Queen genz vibes hahaha

February 19, 2022

class="content__text" Take it as a sign to make big changes in ur looks 🧡

February 19, 2022