@pearlthusi

I can’t actually describe how I feel right now. Thanks for sharing this with me @iamhdiddy ❤️ U a real one. 👊🏽 But let me try… The pain I’ve been through in the last 2 years is something I’ve hidden so well. Losing my father, heartbreak, the cancellation of QS & watching people celebrate that while the sting continued to burn from something out of my control… And now as soon as I thought one of the most epic weeks of my life had come to an end… ✨✨✨ I am so deeply thankful & humbled by everyone & every positive thing that’s happened this week. I’m ashamed that I’ve doubted myself & therefore God in the recent months. And this week he hasn’t stopped blessing me so abundantly. I cannot stop sobbing - but somehow I’m even doing it in private in first class on @emirates 🥲🙈 . Can I complain, no. I feel a massive release in my spirit & an immense & overwhelming light within & around me right now & all I can do is cry the tears I held back for months now. I’m not sure what else to say… but thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I mean- let’s not even get into me learning all her lines in Chicago, UNITY & thinking wow- what a boss, what range in all her work. & somehow- she knows I exist? Njani guys? NJANI?!? I once sat behind her & Jada PS at the BETs… while I looked for my seat- I spotted them, went on my knees and greeted them. No picture, it didn’t feel right- I wanted more than just a picture. I just told myself- I want them to know my name one day… one day I want to work with them. I just thanked them for being an Inspiration. They humbly held my hands, nodded & said something I can’t even pretend to remember because I was panicking inside 😂🥲 . When I was sent this I thought it must be a mistake- I was in a loud environment and thought Harrison was just showing me who he was working with & I congratulate him but then he says, “she said she loved QUEEN SONO when we were talking about African content and I told her I know you so we took this video to celebrate you…” me. Thank you Harrisson, thank you Queen and thank you to God. (Please don’t tag her 🙈 this isn’t the impression I want to give her right now 🥲)

February 19, 2022